June 2010
monologue writing..
I guess what I’m trying to ssay is im sick of this. Contrary to poplar belief, home isn’t where the heart is. My heart is about 900km away, between 5th av. & broadway. It’s next to the brooklyn bridge. Hell, it’s even on top of the empire state building. It’s not where I am, it’s not trapped.
I miss it.
I miss the people. I miss the way i was happy. i miss walking around, and being anyone....
May 2010
iamsoalive:
thats it. i can’t take it anymore. i’m making a kickass summer playlist.
fuck off natalie.
share the track listing, plz
& do your essay.
i think its funny
the way people come to me for relationship advice, and i fucking ROCK at giving it to them… but then i look at myself, and realized i’ve never been in a serious relationship for more than about 3 weeks.. lol. wuddafuck? I don’t get somethings. i suppose i’m doing everything right… but people don’t notice.
i’m over it.
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“give my gun away when it’s loaded”
– damien rice (9 crimes)
“Tell me are we wasted, tell me are we wasting all our time.
I reckon we can...”
– Greg Holden (Are We Wasted?)
beate-may started following you
Thanks for the follow.
im colin! how are you?
i'm feeling melancholy today.
i hope this changes, which it probably will. but it just sucks while it lasts. blech.
come back last night, pleaaaaaase.
“i know how you feel, no secrets to reveal. nobody knows me at all.”
– the weepies (nobody knows me at all)
post number 700.
comes with words of wisdom;
talking about something makes it completely & utterly real. once you’ve told anyone in your life about something, no matter how hard you try, you cannot take it back. it is now more than a thought, more than a memory, and more than a fragment of who you are.
once those things leave your mouth, you can’t hide from it. you can’t suppress it....
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blaah.
the feeling of nothing to look forward to is really really shitty. i know that the summer is coming, but i;m not looking forward to it. i was looking forward to tonight. to singing. to playing, and baring my soul on stage. i didn’t get the play the song i wanted. i was going to leave it for last, and then i didn’t get to play it.
it sucks. so bad. i feel like i have something inside...
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i feel
like i need to go outside for a walk, and just scream. i’m not upset, sad, or anything… i just feel the need to scream. sort of thearpy. i’m at a dead end and i just want to yell & scream until no noise comes out.
i don’t know where this came from, but it’s what i need now.
“if there ever was a time that i needed you, then baby i need you right now.”
– Mansions (Millions of Pieces)
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glee
tonight, was way too good. best episode ever.
poker face was amazing……. just sayin.
“that’s because you’re 16 and you still assume the best in people. you live a few...”
– Glee (via funinneverfuckingup) (via bloodbankk) (via thestrangestdreams) (via youdeservemore)
IT'S JUST A ROOM FINN WE CAN REDECORATED IF YOU...
(via infamousandfamous)
GET RID OF THIS FAGGY LAMP+*+*
this episode of glee is fucking too intense.
i'm over it.
today can end. it wasn’t bad. but i’m ready to go to bed.
sleep time.
This weekend had it’s ups & downs, and i don’t want to forcefully say it was a good one… So it was mediocre. Seeing pictures of people at social gatherings that i wasn’t invited to makes me bitter, but that’s okay. i got invited to go to Grand Bend on friday, and i’m really stoked. not cause it’s grand bend, just cause it being with a friend. A good...
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its good to be cared about. it's nice to be...
